My life has always made sense, the meaning of work, family, goals trace you when you are young, put you in the life, to marry the man you love to have children and then see them become responsible adults and workers and also with a settled life.
But that effect began to fade when all these tasks were completed, for a while I have not had very clear ideas, I have been guided by feelings wrong, the feeling of having nothing important to do, that of think that there are now essential for anybody.
I did not realize that I am indispensable to myself, that I have much to do for my own satisfaction, y. .. I had to rebuild goals and objectives, now I've finally become clear.
My life is back to make sense.
My mistake and I suppose many people is to believe that to support goals and objectives will need crutches and braces, such support will always revolve around people who depend on you or people that you think are necessary force in your life to not feel alone.
finally understood that when you reach a goal is to build another, I finally understood that the company is not required of anyone and I finally understood that we are unique, they are autonomous and that our welfare depends only than ourselves.
finally learned to enjoy the solitude that has such a bad press but when it is known in all its aspects is learn to value, I finally learned to enjoy my company, I finally learned to know myself better and feel good about myself, and I finally learned to use the time on my own behalf.
also learned that my children, my whole family I needed them otherwise, but no longer have to deal with if they have eaten or not, whether you need ironed clothes, etc. Now I can .... enjoy them, your company without additional responsibilities.
And at this point of reflection is also understood that a new target implies a radical change is a new stage in my life I want spent in another place, new house, new city, leaving behind memories and objects that no longer worth anything, take me only those memories that have filled my life with good things, gone are those useless objects, people who hurt me and all those negative memories that only served to teach me a lesson of life to thank them because the more you made me suffer more and pushed me to grow bigger and knew I did, thanks to these bad experiences now I value my freedom more.
From now on I'll see when I got a beautiful new landscape, there also listen to the birds sing, I will also have some flowers to water but everything will be back in my new home, landscape, yard or street, so yes, it will be much smaller, more central, more-shirt, rob me less time than I can devote so much I like. I'm far away but not so you can not enjoy my family and my friends, everything is perfect, I love my new life, my new town and my new home.
I can not deny that I am sorry to leave a house that I really enjoyed it, has brought me many happy moments and some not so. Everyone knows that in places where we have lived there are things and people will always remember with joy but also something and someone that people who are wanting to lose sight. Abound in this town in my memory more good things than bad, but "bad" even a little I can not wait to see it.
I have a few days in this beloved house, will be days of hustle and moving and still a lot to spend my life back to normal, until you have time to visit your blogs as often as I would like I accommodate my house, and we all know what that means moving, not just the removal of furniture and personal belongings, also purchase some new ones as a new home requires some adjustments, replace old furniture that have completed their mission, so friends, I am very happy and eager to do new things. We'll see how everything goes, and they'll tell.
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